I realized at a certain point that I was asleep. Worse than that, I was under the impression that I was some sort of person capable of controlling his own actions and destiny. This was, and is, entirely wrong.
Realizing you are hypnotized, and not even a being with any purpose, is the first step. Shaking yourself awake is the next step.
Putting my thoughts out into the public, and sharing difficult truths about my life’s course, is about as awkward a thing as I can imagine. This project’s goal is to provide a shock to my system, and if anyone else finds value in what I create, perhaps to provide a shock to another sleeper.
Please don’t consider me to be one who thinks he has answers, I am still trying to find questions.